This is for you.
Your depression affects me. It affects me because I care. Because the guilt on your soul is like a tattoo, and likewise for me. I'm tattooed on the heart as you are, and it's painful.
You are special. You are important to me. But this is something that you cannot bear. Your heart is too weak for this, as is mines. But my heart and soul will take your pain, your pain for now.
ry val ri: that's only because you choose to feel bad
Is he true? Is it my choice to feel bad? Can I truly choose to look the other way? My eyes are blinking.
I'll pray. Like I said, it's all we people can do.
27.9.09
6.9.09
Big wonders.
Ohkay, so I'm sitting here at what is it called? Oh yeah, church. :D
Uhm, i could use some company. I'm actually desperate for some company. Ohhhhh wellers. It's all good, I guess. I have Kyle Riabko singing to me and that's all I neeeeeeed. I want to drive my car home. We drove it here and I'm totallllllly wishing I could drive it, but I don't want to ride it with my sister in the car. Like reallllly, I'm scared. Rofls. Sexy outside, not so sexy inside. But it's all good, first car. First car.
I've got bruises.
Uhm, i could use some company. I'm actually desperate for some company. Ohhhhh wellers. It's all good, I guess. I have Kyle Riabko singing to me and that's all I neeeeeeed. I want to drive my car home. We drove it here and I'm totallllllly wishing I could drive it, but I don't want to ride it with my sister in the car. Like reallllly, I'm scared. Rofls. Sexy outside, not so sexy inside. But it's all good, first car. First car.
I've got bruises.
13.8.09
Falling For You
That song makes me want to spin in circles and jump over the cracks in sidewalks.
The only time I take off this bracelet is when I immerse myself in a big bowl of water. I don't blog. I don't like to blog. So why am I blogging? I miss my tumblr. It was pretty. Darn my deleting skills. I uploaded many pics onto that, which were quite memorable and pretty. Rawr.
My uncle is leaving for the Philippines today. His father died this recent Sunday. My sympathy really goes out to his family, my family. They're strong. I'd have no idea what I'd do in that situation. I would totally completely lose it if one of my grandparents died.
I love you. Hope you know that.
I woke up to watching A Lot Like Love. Amazing movie, non-amazing ability to stay awake.
The only time I take off this bracelet is when I immerse myself in a big bowl of water. I don't blog. I don't like to blog. So why am I blogging? I miss my tumblr. It was pretty. Darn my deleting skills. I uploaded many pics onto that, which were quite memorable and pretty. Rawr.
My uncle is leaving for the Philippines today. His father died this recent Sunday. My sympathy really goes out to his family, my family. They're strong. I'd have no idea what I'd do in that situation. I would totally completely lose it if one of my grandparents died.
I love you. Hope you know that.
I woke up to watching A Lot Like Love. Amazing movie, non-amazing ability to stay awake.
8.8.09
Hawwwt Dawwwg
Ohkay, so I am sitting on this couch which I helped choose years ago.
I'm somewhat incredibly bored, I'm on the phone with my lovah lovah.
Rofls.
I want:
Kisses and Lies
Along For the Ride
Try Dying
Try Darkness
Try Fear
HELLOS.
Sorry for the inconvenient greeting. It's quite late.
I had chicken soup, but I want a hot dog.
AJ is over so there is no presence of my cousin in this downstairs area.
Anything else for me to say?
I don't suppose.
Jimmay just hung up on me and I know what he's thinking
"Damn these red-neck hick telephone lines"
I have an incredibly blunt boyfriend.
I'm somewhat incredibly bored, I'm on the phone with my lovah lovah.
Rofls.
I want:
Kisses and Lies
Along For the Ride
Try Dying
Try Darkness
Try Fear
HELLOS.
Sorry for the inconvenient greeting. It's quite late.
I had chicken soup, but I want a hot dog.
AJ is over so there is no presence of my cousin in this downstairs area.
Anything else for me to say?
I don't suppose.
Jimmay just hung up on me and I know what he's thinking
"Damn these red-neck hick telephone lines"
I have an incredibly blunt boyfriend.
6.8.09
Agua Purificada.
Ohkay, so everyone has waddled their way over to Tumblr. Tough side, I deleted my Tumblr. Plus side, nobody is going to read the rambles that circle throughout the noodles in my skull.
I have a boyfriend.
He's lovely.
He's a loser.
He's a creep.
He makes me happy.
He's nice.
He's mean.
He irritates me.
He can keep me rambling for hours.
He can get me to listen, never.
He actually likes the music I listen to.
He's tall.
He's fat.
He's skinny.
He's stupid.
He's smart.
He's psycho.
He's completely rational.
He's stubborn.
He's mine.
Wow, I'm bored.
I have a boyfriend.
He's lovely.
He's a loser.
He's a creep.
He makes me happy.
He's nice.
He's mean.
He irritates me.
He can keep me rambling for hours.
He can get me to listen, never.
He actually likes the music I listen to.
He's tall.
He's fat.
He's skinny.
He's stupid.
He's smart.
He's psycho.
He's completely rational.
He's stubborn.
He's mine.
Wow, I'm bored.
27.2.09
26.2.09
Maddison is a unisex name.
When I'm old and in need for botox, but of course wouldn't get it because they're against the pride and joy in getting older, what would I name my child? Hmm, very fascinating question, don't you think? Well, unisex names are quite the gold, or well at least I think so. I love when girls have boyish names, it makes them more appealing than the girls already are, unless of course they're unappealing. If that's the case, then the name does no ups for them.
Maell
Marah
Mena
Masen
Micai
Maell
Marah
Mena
Masen
Micai
24.2.09
"Smile, it enhances your face value"
My spectacular list of stuff that I desperately need slash want to get to entertain myself during the times of my highly despicably pointless home life.
James Scott Bell
Try Dying
Try Darkness
No Legal Grounds
Robert Whitlow
Deeper Water
Sara Zarr
Sweethearts
Pre-Orders
Sarah Dessen
Along for the Ride
Deb Caletti
The Secret Life of Prince Charming
I shall continue you this as needed.
James Scott Bell
Try Dying
Try Darkness
No Legal Grounds
Robert Whitlow
Deeper Water
Sara Zarr
Sweethearts
Pre-Orders
Sarah Dessen
Along for the Ride
Deb Caletti
The Secret Life of Prince Charming
I shall continue you this as needed.
23.2.09
EFF OHH BEE FOBFOB
OMG! So tell me. Why is it everytime that I find out that Fall Out Boy is touring in San Jose, it's always near my birthday AND AND on a weekday. I mean COME ON HERE. That sucks. & on the same day! THE SAME DAY. Jack's Mannequin and Matt Nathanson are gna be San Fran. Omg. Kill my soul. Sara Bareilles is gna be in San Fran twice in March too. Cute is What We Aim For, Breathe Carolina, and Meg & Dia are gna be at the Fillmore in March too. Anybody wna see Britney Spears? Haha. Womanizer is very addicting my friend. It is. & the Ap tour is gna be at the Regency in April. Ahh, FML.
19.2.09
Spicy Spaghetti, Who Knew?
OJ does not kill. It owns apple juice.
Night time medicine kills. It put me to sleep after like 30 minutes and knocked me out 'til 12 00 noon. Of course, I have to put it mind that I sleept at like 3 00.
Bored outta my mind, update later.
Night time medicine kills. It put me to sleep after like 30 minutes and knocked me out 'til 12 00 noon. Of course, I have to put it mind that I sleept at like 3 00.
Bored outta my mind, update later.
14.2.09
Chocolate Covered Buttery Popcorn
Showstopper.
Don't you just have a huge enmity for those people completely change personality wise, image wise, and any wise you can think of just 'cause of circumstance? It's ridiculous. It's like me moving to Montana and becoming this hard core horse-back riding cowgirl. I'll dislike the city lights and wake up early to work on the ranch. Obviously, thas' all retarded stuff. 'Cause I like the city. I'd appreciate riding a horse once in a while, but come on. I'm not a horse person. I have no hand-eye coordination and sleep is a God-given gift. Now that my point has been made. Goodnight.
How do I not have that one physical person who I can entrust every single problem I have? Who I run to when my mom does something incredibly stupid. Who can help me so that I don't have to rely on myself.
Don't you just have a huge enmity for those people completely change personality wise, image wise, and any wise you can think of just 'cause of circumstance? It's ridiculous. It's like me moving to Montana and becoming this hard core horse-back riding cowgirl. I'll dislike the city lights and wake up early to work on the ranch. Obviously, thas' all retarded stuff. 'Cause I like the city. I'd appreciate riding a horse once in a while, but come on. I'm not a horse person. I have no hand-eye coordination and sleep is a God-given gift. Now that my point has been made. Goodnight.
How do I not have that one physical person who I can entrust every single problem I have? Who I run to when my mom does something incredibly stupid. Who can help me so that I don't have to rely on myself.
12.2.09
Weed Party
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, -I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! - and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.
I want to know that. It's one of those literature goals for me in life because I'm so darn overachiever.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, -I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! - and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.
I want to know that. It's one of those literature goals for me in life because I'm so darn overachiever.
Honeymoon stage withdrawal: A person will realize that the infatuation/romantic love phase of their relationship is declining/wearing off when a sense of disillusionment sets in. Spouses will become more critical of one another, become easily irritated at things that didn't bother them earlier in their relationship, have less patience with each other, and are indifferent to the wants and feelings of each other. (http://marriage.about.com/od/loveandromance/g/romanticlove.htm).
Haha. I just read the 3 things mistaken for love. Lust. Obsession. Rebound.
Links:
http://teenadvice.about.com/od/factsheetsforteens/a/10thingslove.htm
Haha. I just read the 3 things mistaken for love. Lust. Obsession. Rebound.
Links:
http://teenadvice.about.com/od/factsheetsforteens/a/10thingslove.htm
11.2.09
Teach Me
Nah fool. Just don't. Just don't.
Thas' just not thinking before you say something and not remembering who's gna see it.
Thas' just not thinking before you say something and not remembering who's gna see it.
10.2.09
Wowzeeeeeahs.
I ultimately have found out that AIM is a waste of my non-precious time.
Soooo, well I should be doing my actividades para Espanol. But, oh well.
It's really cold righ' now and it's making me wna get some hot chocolate which I never finish. I have never willingly in my life finished a hot chocolate/cocoa. I always forcefully push myself to lick up the last few drops.
Ohkay, so I read this story today yeah?
This girl was gold digging, but not like in the bad way. More like for her own good kinda way, yeah? & like the only person she could scam out was this real creep. He's not an asshole, but she got him under her belt, noooo not in that way. Chick's gold digging not whoring. Of course her girls don't got her back. So she doomed with this fool. A few people kept giving her the look and sht. After she thought she was through with him for the meanwhile. Then outta nowhere while she hanging with fools she knows, and there he is. The son of bitch was there, with his creep skills all gna get up on her. Gawd, I didn't wna know the end of the story. I don't even want it to continue.
Get it? Got it? Right.
I hate my newly used markers. I like my tiny ones better. I forgot the names of 'em and I don't wna look for them in my bag. I threw away their special bag thingy. :/ I loved those markers. I left my mini magenta in San Diego. I'm debating whether or not if I used that for the Nesquik bunny. Damn, that sht was pretty crappy looking. I could've done better on that Nesquik bunny. I only remember that 'cause I fell hella asleep. I hear my dad and my Grandma Dolores talkin' bout me and sht so I shove my head into the couch pillow during the water polo Olympics. Keke. Then like 45 minutes later I'm all sweaty and gross and light headed. It's hella cold. I could use a hot shower right about now. I think I'ma gna actually. I'll digos the dogs and get my shower cap on 'caust it's like a freezer in hurrz. Who the heck really uses shower caps now? Unless you have that frizzy crazy hair, thems don't count.
I think sometimes I might just be overly sensitive. I'll keep the sit. to myself 'cause yeah. I say it's fine. Sometimes it is, it really is. At times, I just don't get it you know? Like I get that I'm not the sun. But whatever.
I'll pop one for the knee and a billion more for you.
Soooo, well I should be doing my actividades para Espanol. But, oh well.
It's really cold righ' now and it's making me wna get some hot chocolate which I never finish. I have never willingly in my life finished a hot chocolate/cocoa. I always forcefully push myself to lick up the last few drops.
Ohkay, so I read this story today yeah?
This girl was gold digging, but not like in the bad way. More like for her own good kinda way, yeah? & like the only person she could scam out was this real creep. He's not an asshole, but she got him under her belt, noooo not in that way. Chick's gold digging not whoring. Of course her girls don't got her back. So she doomed with this fool. A few people kept giving her the look and sht. After she thought she was through with him for the meanwhile. Then outta nowhere while she hanging with fools she knows, and there he is. The son of bitch was there, with his creep skills all gna get up on her. Gawd, I didn't wna know the end of the story. I don't even want it to continue.
Get it? Got it? Right.
I hate my newly used markers. I like my tiny ones better. I forgot the names of 'em and I don't wna look for them in my bag. I threw away their special bag thingy. :/ I loved those markers. I left my mini magenta in San Diego. I'm debating whether or not if I used that for the Nesquik bunny. Damn, that sht was pretty crappy looking. I could've done better on that Nesquik bunny. I only remember that 'cause I fell hella asleep. I hear my dad and my Grandma Dolores talkin' bout me and sht so I shove my head into the couch pillow during the water polo Olympics. Keke. Then like 45 minutes later I'm all sweaty and gross and light headed. It's hella cold. I could use a hot shower right about now. I think I'ma gna actually. I'll digos the dogs and get my shower cap on 'caust it's like a freezer in hurrz. Who the heck really uses shower caps now? Unless you have that frizzy crazy hair, thems don't count.
I think sometimes I might just be overly sensitive. I'll keep the sit. to myself 'cause yeah. I say it's fine. Sometimes it is, it really is. At times, I just don't get it you know? Like I get that I'm not the sun. But whatever.
I'll pop one for the knee and a billion more for you.
9.2.09
Never Say Never
I'm completely bored sitting here in Computer Graphic Design with nothing to do because I finished my worksheets early. I apparently have about 5 minutes left of class, which is quite a handful compared to usual sudden ring of the bell every morning.
So this morning I woke up and I kept on slamming my alarm clock 'cause gawd forbid, I wasn't ready to get up just yet. I almost fell back asleep at 7 04 this morning, what a shame. Then I had a burst of realization, I had school.
I didn't really feel like dressing up this morning. Last night I had this whole plan on what I was going to wear 'cause it seemed like the right thing to do since I barely was going to get any sleep and I didn't want to scramble around in the morning. I remembering wearing my daddy's t-shirts to summer school 'cause I mean come on, I have like 3 of 'em. I think my Ateh left hers here or I accidentally took hers. They have a big SAFETY FIRST on the back. Interesante.
I left my lanyard at home. I find that the biggest shame of all. I finish most of my homework, chem I'll copy due to lack of time. But, back to the main topic, MY LANYARD. How do I leave something so precious and dear to my grade at home. I'm not taking that damn Chemistry final. "The hardest test I'll ever take" blah blah blah blah. NO.
Time to go. Late.
So this morning I woke up and I kept on slamming my alarm clock 'cause gawd forbid, I wasn't ready to get up just yet. I almost fell back asleep at 7 04 this morning, what a shame. Then I had a burst of realization, I had school.
I didn't really feel like dressing up this morning. Last night I had this whole plan on what I was going to wear 'cause it seemed like the right thing to do since I barely was going to get any sleep and I didn't want to scramble around in the morning. I remembering wearing my daddy's t-shirts to summer school 'cause I mean come on, I have like 3 of 'em. I think my Ateh left hers here or I accidentally took hers. They have a big SAFETY FIRST on the back. Interesante.
I left my lanyard at home. I find that the biggest shame of all. I finish most of my homework, chem I'll copy due to lack of time. But, back to the main topic, MY LANYARD. How do I leave something so precious and dear to my grade at home. I'm not taking that damn Chemistry final. "The hardest test I'll ever take" blah blah blah blah. NO.
Time to go. Late.
7.2.09
Don't let me go, don't let me go
Part of me is so happy 'cause I got the new album for the Fray, but then again
I could use a realllly big pick-me-up right now. Any pick-me-up. It's not my period. It's not my darn teenage raging hormones. I don't know what it is. Ugh.
I could use a realllly big pick-me-up right now. Any pick-me-up. It's not my period. It's not my darn teenage raging hormones. I don't know what it is. Ugh.
4.2.09
Dalawang Baboy
Would you date someone right now if they asked?
Depends on who it is, but probably not.
Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?
I didn’t really have a choice.
Is there a meaning behind your myspace song?
Just really love that song.
Ever had the opposite sex over when no one was home?
Yeah.
Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Not proud of it.
Do you give out second chances too easily?
I have no idea.
What did you do yesterday?
Yo momma.
Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
Little bit. Thanks for reminding me.
Was it a boy or a girl to text you last?
Bleeehk.
Are you currently waiting on a body piercing or tattoo?
Nah.
Does your phone ring in the middle of the night?
Blahhhhh.
Do you cry in front of your boyfriend/girlfriend?
No tengo un novio.
Where was your default picture taken?
In our pricey wooden gym, which by the way owns others.
Angry at anyone?
Anger is like fat. Should be “consumed” occasionally.
What are you thinking of right now?
Should I wash the dogs now and crash? Or just wait it out…
Who was the last person you told "I love you" to?
F’real. I have no idea.
Is there a difference between a "best friend" and a "friend"?
Who ever thought of deciding that we should have “best friends” was retarded. It created a whole new look on friendships.
Has anybody on your top ever admitted to liking you?
Uhm, no. None of ‘em are like that.
Do you miss anyone?
Yes ma’amers.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex to give you a hug?
I don’t know?
Does the last person you shared a bed/couch with mean anything to you?
I lay by myself.
Can you handle the truth?
Yes I can, probably not well. But, I can handle it.
Do you kiss a lot of people?
I don’t kiss.
Do you think your last ex deserves to die?
Deng, evil thoughts. Thas’ just low.
Your most recent ex says he/she hates you,you say:
Good for you. Uhm, why?
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Depends on what I’m thinking. If it’s something pointless it pretty much just spews out.
Who do you trust the most in your life?
You silly.
Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
I can listen to ‘em.
Who was the last person you yelled at?
My sister. She’s no help.
Do you know anyone who's addicted to any drugs?
F’sho.
Did you have a good day yesterday?
Pretty much.
Do you hate anyone?
I don’t hate. I just don’t appreciate.
Do you have a best friend?
Mhm.
When was the last time you bought something?
I bought a bag of chips yesterday.
Have you ever got naked at a party?
Eww, no.
Does a kiss make you feel better when you're angry?
Nonsense.
is your phone within a meter radius of you?
So is that.
What are you wearing?
Shorts, wife beater, sweatshirt.
What is bothering you right now?
My nose and throat. I think I’m sick.
Who else is in the room with you right now?
I see no one.
What last made you sad?
I couldn’t find my ipod.
Are you wearing socks right now?
Yeup.
How old do you want to be when you have kids?
Mid-twenties to early thirties. I wna relate to ‘em, you know? Not like those, “when I was a kid” parents.
What is your mood?
Saillling.
Who do you want to see today?
Uhm, not really anyone.
Explain your relationship status:
Single. Like the American cheese.
What time did you get up this morning?
7 04
What did you wear today?
Long socks, shorts, v-neck, two jackets
Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
Neither.
How many windows are open on your computer?
Cuatro.
What are you doing after this?
Cleaning up the dogs.
Do you like to cuddle?
With my superman pillow.
How tall are you?
5’ 1’’ at least.
Do you like hugs?
They’re nice.
Are you a loud person?
I can be.
Are you wearing under wear right now?
I don’t understand how some people dislike the word panties.
Look to your left, what do you see?
My Bible.
What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
For it to snow.
Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
Sure it matters.
Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
Probably not a good difference.
Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
Yeup.
Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?
I don’t know.
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
Nahh.
Do you believe that you can change for someone?
Yeup. You can do it unknowingly too.
What woke you up this morning?
Babe stepped on my stomach.
Would you go back in time to change something?
Of course I would.
At the moment are you more warm or cold?
Cold.
Depends on who it is, but probably not.
Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?
I didn’t really have a choice.
Is there a meaning behind your myspace song?
Just really love that song.
Ever had the opposite sex over when no one was home?
Yeah.
Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Not proud of it.
Do you give out second chances too easily?
I have no idea.
What did you do yesterday?
Yo momma.
Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
Little bit. Thanks for reminding me.
Was it a boy or a girl to text you last?
Bleeehk.
Are you currently waiting on a body piercing or tattoo?
Nah.
Does your phone ring in the middle of the night?
Blahhhhh.
Do you cry in front of your boyfriend/girlfriend?
No tengo un novio.
Where was your default picture taken?
In our pricey wooden gym, which by the way owns others.
Angry at anyone?
Anger is like fat. Should be “consumed” occasionally.
What are you thinking of right now?
Should I wash the dogs now and crash? Or just wait it out…
Who was the last person you told "I love you" to?
F’real. I have no idea.
Is there a difference between a "best friend" and a "friend"?
Who ever thought of deciding that we should have “best friends” was retarded. It created a whole new look on friendships.
Has anybody on your top ever admitted to liking you?
Uhm, no. None of ‘em are like that.
Do you miss anyone?
Yes ma’amers.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex to give you a hug?
I don’t know?
Does the last person you shared a bed/couch with mean anything to you?
I lay by myself.
Can you handle the truth?
Yes I can, probably not well. But, I can handle it.
Do you kiss a lot of people?
I don’t kiss.
Do you think your last ex deserves to die?
Deng, evil thoughts. Thas’ just low.
Your most recent ex says he/she hates you,you say:
Good for you. Uhm, why?
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Depends on what I’m thinking. If it’s something pointless it pretty much just spews out.
Who do you trust the most in your life?
You silly.
Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
I can listen to ‘em.
Who was the last person you yelled at?
My sister. She’s no help.
Do you know anyone who's addicted to any drugs?
F’sho.
Did you have a good day yesterday?
Pretty much.
Do you hate anyone?
I don’t hate. I just don’t appreciate.
Do you have a best friend?
Mhm.
When was the last time you bought something?
I bought a bag of chips yesterday.
Have you ever got naked at a party?
Eww, no.
Does a kiss make you feel better when you're angry?
Nonsense.
is your phone within a meter radius of you?
So is that.
What are you wearing?
Shorts, wife beater, sweatshirt.
What is bothering you right now?
My nose and throat. I think I’m sick.
Who else is in the room with you right now?
I see no one.
What last made you sad?
I couldn’t find my ipod.
Are you wearing socks right now?
Yeup.
How old do you want to be when you have kids?
Mid-twenties to early thirties. I wna relate to ‘em, you know? Not like those, “when I was a kid” parents.
What is your mood?
Saillling.
Who do you want to see today?
Uhm, not really anyone.
Explain your relationship status:
Single. Like the American cheese.
What time did you get up this morning?
7 04
What did you wear today?
Long socks, shorts, v-neck, two jackets
Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
Neither.
How many windows are open on your computer?
Cuatro.
What are you doing after this?
Cleaning up the dogs.
Do you like to cuddle?
With my superman pillow.
How tall are you?
5’ 1’’ at least.
Do you like hugs?
They’re nice.
Are you a loud person?
I can be.
Are you wearing under wear right now?
I don’t understand how some people dislike the word panties.
Look to your left, what do you see?
My Bible.
What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
For it to snow.
Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
Sure it matters.
Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
Probably not a good difference.
Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
Yeup.
Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?
I don’t know.
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
Nahh.
Do you believe that you can change for someone?
Yeup. You can do it unknowingly too.
What woke you up this morning?
Babe stepped on my stomach.
Would you go back in time to change something?
Of course I would.
At the moment are you more warm or cold?
Cold.
KB socks are a new revolution.
They're all over the place!
Ohkay, so the miracle work that my handicapped ICY HOT usually does, isn't really happening righ' now. The pain isn't even ceasing. No, not my knee. For once. It's really cold and I think I'm getting really sick. It's the damn weather changes. In winter, I get sick. In spring, I get allergies like no tomorrow. In summer, I get nose bleeds. Fall is bliss, either that or allergies again. I've got no more energy. It's bing wringed out of me. I really would appreciate a nap right now, but I don't have the slightest clue if I have any homework due tomorrow.
2nd-nope
3rd-I think I have to type up my essay. (Do it later.)
4th-nope, but I have a test next Tuesday.
5th-I have a test tomorrow
6th-nope
7th-nope
Interesting. I could actually take a nap right now.
Ohkay, so the miracle work that my handicapped ICY HOT usually does, isn't really happening righ' now. The pain isn't even ceasing. No, not my knee. For once. It's really cold and I think I'm getting really sick. It's the damn weather changes. In winter, I get sick. In spring, I get allergies like no tomorrow. In summer, I get nose bleeds. Fall is bliss, either that or allergies again. I've got no more energy. It's bing wringed out of me. I really would appreciate a nap right now, but I don't have the slightest clue if I have any homework due tomorrow.
2nd-nope
3rd-I think I have to type up my essay. (Do it later.)
4th-nope, but I have a test next Tuesday.
5th-I have a test tomorrow
6th-nope
7th-nope
Interesting. I could actually take a nap right now.
2.2.09
Pledge smells like oranges
I get way more offended than I should be.
Fuh'. I'm looking through someone's pictures and I stumble upon a bigass boner underneath red shorts. Not how I wanted to end today. Damnnnn.
Fuh'. I'm looking through someone's pictures and I stumble upon a bigass boner underneath red shorts. Not how I wanted to end today. Damnnnn.
1.2.09
You've really got the nerve
I swear to gawd, one more and I'll snap. There's a line between ohkay and OMFG THAT IS ENOUGH.
28.1.09
Half way 'round the world lays the one thing that you want
Perspective is everything, don't you think.
Say you see a homeless guy on the street dressed in rags with nothing but a cart full of trash and junk from neighboring businesses. What would you think of him? A bum that's so hopped on alcohol and drugs that he can't put his life back together? A veteran that came back home to realized that everyone in his life has moved on without him and all he has left is his insanity? An abused man with disabilities and can't comprehend what has happened to him? A man paying the life of luxury for one lousy mistake? A beautiful man with knowledge you can't imagine and a heart filled with an abundance of love and compassion hidden beneath the filth and scum that hides his greatness from everyone that could use it.
Say you see a young teenage boy and girl sitting on a bench. The girl is crying her eyes out in his chest and he's comforting her with a look of worry on his face. What do you see? A young couple caught in the world of teenage pregnancy wondering what their next step is? The classic boy best friend caring for the one he loves, the girl hurting over the pain of some other boy? A couple experiencing relationship difficulties in their young love? A girl that has lost something meaningful and important to her finding comfort in someone she trusts? A pair of siblings experiencing a period of mourning for the loss of their parents in a recent drunk-driving incident, being the victims?
Say you see a mother and a daughter yelling at each other in the middle of the supermarket in the dairy aisle. What first comes to your mind? Simply the daughter likes whole milk while her self-conscious mother says she needs to watch her weight with 2%, or vice versa? The mother wanting to buy the cheaper yogurt, while the daughter needs another kind for a project? A mother watching her daughter grow up too quickly and finds comfort in the small kid-like antics her daughter throws. A daughter snapping over the realization that she can't live life the way she is, with her drunken mother. A rebellious teenage daughter that simply is throwing her usual fits, although stereotype is...she really wouldn't be with her mother at the supermarket, would she?
Stereotypes are never really true.
More than half the "jocks" in the world aren't literally stupid, they maintain their GPA to play right? They smart enough to work and study hard for their grade, or pull off cheating and copying homework without getting caught.
Half the "geeks" in the world aren't geniuses. They're just more socially challenged than other people. It doesn't mean you'll get every answer right just because you copied their homework, without them knowing of course.
Everyone wears black. You don't have to be emo, gothic, or so I've heard lesbian.
You gotta love that fact that people aren't truly how they seem to be.
Just 'cause a person is nice to you, doesn't mean their nice in general. A man with a woman captive in his basement could be the man that you say thank you to every day because he works hard and smiles and says hello when he delivers your mail.
Just 'cause a person is mean to you, doesn't mean their mean in general. A woman who gives you attitude at a retail-store after 8 hours of working could be tired from the working at the soup kitchen until past midnight the previous night.
Oddly, we know every single statement that I've made but it's still not going to affect our daily lives.
I'm still going to walk by the homeless guy sitting on the corner. I'm still going to think that young boyfriend made his girlfriend cry. I'm still going to think that the angsty teenage girl is yelling at her poor mother for no reason.
I'll still consider the other half of the jocks in the world incompetent. I'll still copy the homework off people that I consider "geniuses". I'll still stare at the young girl dressed in all pure black.
I'll still call the nice person to me, nice, and the mean person to me, mean.
Why is that, I might ask?
I don't know. Some people change, maybe we all can. Change our perspective on life. Change our perspective to become optimistic and shy away from being pessimistic. Change our perspective to become more open instead of tightly closed. Change our perspective so that we don't see if from our limited point of view, but from the many situations that affect everyone every day. I find that close to impossible. Nothing is ever impossible.
Say you see a homeless guy on the street dressed in rags with nothing but a cart full of trash and junk from neighboring businesses. What would you think of him? A bum that's so hopped on alcohol and drugs that he can't put his life back together? A veteran that came back home to realized that everyone in his life has moved on without him and all he has left is his insanity? An abused man with disabilities and can't comprehend what has happened to him? A man paying the life of luxury for one lousy mistake? A beautiful man with knowledge you can't imagine and a heart filled with an abundance of love and compassion hidden beneath the filth and scum that hides his greatness from everyone that could use it.
Say you see a young teenage boy and girl sitting on a bench. The girl is crying her eyes out in his chest and he's comforting her with a look of worry on his face. What do you see? A young couple caught in the world of teenage pregnancy wondering what their next step is? The classic boy best friend caring for the one he loves, the girl hurting over the pain of some other boy? A couple experiencing relationship difficulties in their young love? A girl that has lost something meaningful and important to her finding comfort in someone she trusts? A pair of siblings experiencing a period of mourning for the loss of their parents in a recent drunk-driving incident, being the victims?
Say you see a mother and a daughter yelling at each other in the middle of the supermarket in the dairy aisle. What first comes to your mind? Simply the daughter likes whole milk while her self-conscious mother says she needs to watch her weight with 2%, or vice versa? The mother wanting to buy the cheaper yogurt, while the daughter needs another kind for a project? A mother watching her daughter grow up too quickly and finds comfort in the small kid-like antics her daughter throws. A daughter snapping over the realization that she can't live life the way she is, with her drunken mother. A rebellious teenage daughter that simply is throwing her usual fits, although stereotype is...she really wouldn't be with her mother at the supermarket, would she?
Stereotypes are never really true.
More than half the "jocks" in the world aren't literally stupid, they maintain their GPA to play right? They smart enough to work and study hard for their grade, or pull off cheating and copying homework without getting caught.
Half the "geeks" in the world aren't geniuses. They're just more socially challenged than other people. It doesn't mean you'll get every answer right just because you copied their homework, without them knowing of course.
Everyone wears black. You don't have to be emo, gothic, or so I've heard lesbian.
You gotta love that fact that people aren't truly how they seem to be.
Just 'cause a person is nice to you, doesn't mean their nice in general. A man with a woman captive in his basement could be the man that you say thank you to every day because he works hard and smiles and says hello when he delivers your mail.
Just 'cause a person is mean to you, doesn't mean their mean in general. A woman who gives you attitude at a retail-store after 8 hours of working could be tired from the working at the soup kitchen until past midnight the previous night.
Oddly, we know every single statement that I've made but it's still not going to affect our daily lives.
I'm still going to walk by the homeless guy sitting on the corner. I'm still going to think that young boyfriend made his girlfriend cry. I'm still going to think that the angsty teenage girl is yelling at her poor mother for no reason.
I'll still consider the other half of the jocks in the world incompetent. I'll still copy the homework off people that I consider "geniuses". I'll still stare at the young girl dressed in all pure black.
I'll still call the nice person to me, nice, and the mean person to me, mean.
Why is that, I might ask?
I don't know. Some people change, maybe we all can. Change our perspective on life. Change our perspective to become optimistic and shy away from being pessimistic. Change our perspective to become more open instead of tightly closed. Change our perspective so that we don't see if from our limited point of view, but from the many situations that affect everyone every day. I find that close to impossible. Nothing is ever impossible.
26.1.09
Guessing never hurt anybody, probably helped
It's like one of those bad situations that stay a bad situation until you truly look at the big picture. I, a human, stare at the little details and the now and the past. I don't look at the future, which I happen to wish will be longer than my past but not too long for I don't long to live that long. Long is a very used word in that sentence, possibly overused. I, a human, wish not to look at the big picture for it will shy me away from the tiny details and past and present that I'm purely dedicated to focus on. What if I looked at the big picture? Would that mean I've seen the light? Would it mean that I've had my peace of mind? Or would it mean that I was so tired of just sitting here waiting for something to happen and my last resort was the hushed away scenery of what could be? I could be optimistic and think it's for the better and that my down-years are over, but what if it's not? What if it continues to decline because it's supposed to be that way. What if I look and see the sad truth that my fall isn't over yet and that I'll have to wait for my triumph, my little safety zone in which I can finally say that life is alllll good. I could be optimistic and see that it's my choice to lift my low spirits, or is it all waiting. Waiting on whatever to come by, destiny. People choose their destinies, I know that for fact. It was my choice to sit at the computer instead of study for a quiz I could possibly fail due to lack of my knowledge of the material. It was her choice to lay there and put aside the small voice in her head saying no. It was his choice to look away because it wasn't worth it. It was hers, it was his, it was mines. Are they excuses? The tone makes the sentence what it is, am I right? A complaint, an epiphany, or a simple statement made just because. Life's questions can't be answered in one simple yes or no. They can't even be answered, simple is the least of which don't apply. So why am I asking so many questions? Wondering and worrying about what was, is, and is to come? I am human, and He is God. I don't know what He is thinking. Why can't I just assume everything will be ohkay. Why can't I have faith and just trust. Is it so hard to trust? I can trust myself to make stupid decisions. Why can't I trust Him to give me advice in troubles I can't handle and I completely admit that I believe. I don't have to see to believe. You don't have to see to believe. Yet I'm sitting here with the back side of my thought gnawing at me telling me vicious fears of which I don't like to tend to. They're important, of course. So important in fact that I've pushed it aside so much that it's like an overfilled ziploc of frosting. Sooner or later it'll ooze and all I have left is to clean it up, throw it out, and never look at is again. So why do I have to wait until it oozes out? Is it 'cause there's no mess yet? Why clean up something that hasn't created a mess? Or is 'cause it has creating a mess and I just haven't seen it yet. The little hole on the side of the bag facing the table. The frosting slowly seeping out, beyond your knowledge. Maybe, just maybe.
22.1.09
Damn Straight
Yeah fool. Like thas' not gna offend anybody dude.
-Wonderful World-
I'll give it one more month. If it's still acting up, I end up cleaning up another joke lie. Doctor's again, damn. I'm freaked. Friggin' right I'm freaked. That stupid Indian guy better have a solution other than inserting some dumbass camera.
-Wonderful World-
I'll give it one more month. If it's still acting up, I end up cleaning up another joke lie. Doctor's again, damn. I'm freaked. Friggin' right I'm freaked. That stupid Indian guy better have a solution other than inserting some dumbass camera.
19.1.09
I'm Not Who I Was
I wna run! I'm tired of the treadmill. I wna go to the track and get my ass moving. I feel like a lazy slob today. Argh.
17.1.09
14.1.09
Anytime
I love that song, it's friggin' awesome. OMG! Friggin' Karney man. Because I loves him so, I had to wake up early just to make damn cookies. Fuh' my life. Haha, I'm kidding. I just took my final for Computer Graphic Design. I better have aced that sht, or else I'ma be pissed. I need to start writing life journals. My soul is crumbling as I type. I'm good. GOOD. I swear upon my messy hair that I'm fine. Haha. I was listening to Someday by Nina. I was like damn, I haven't heard this song in forever and stuff 'cause I was like listening to my songs randomly.
It's hecka warm today, and it's January, the middle of winter. My gosh be damn, the weather is so moody. It's like PMSing or something 'cause it doesn't know how to be calm and steady. I like the warmth, but for crying out loud, it's higher than 70 degrees in the Bay Area. We're having a dry spell for like two weeks, and according the weather woman on Channel 5, we need rain.
I need to repaint my nails. They're hecka chipping, but I have no time to paint my nails. Oh welllers. Hershey is the sexiest dog ever. He's like an actual BOY! Like I pet him on his head and he like moves my hand to rub his tummy. Makes me follow his pleasure. Haha. Wow, I don't think I can get any more bored. I uploaded My Sassy Girl onto my iPod and I'm so pissed! The audio is like 5 seconds off. Now I needa go find a better version 'cause I think I deleted it. Or...I can always reboot my recycling bin on the computer. That'd work. Smart smart.
Wow, we have like 40 mintues left in this class. Complete Bs. I really have nothing to do. I watched like everything on my iPod except for... Lady and the Tramp. But I'll just watch that another day. I'll study the last 20 minutes of class 'cause I don't wna study now. If I had that tiny little Bible that Pastor Nate gave us over last summer, I would try write a life journal. But no tengo a Bible. I don't think it'd be smart to bring a Bible to a public school. I think thas' plain stupid actually. Haha.
Yeah you know what this is. You granted all my wishes. And damn I'm gon miss it if we fade away. I wonder what Thi and Ryan are doing. I wonder what Asia is doing. She has Spanish righ' now. Either she's still taking her test or she's done and wondering what to do. She could actually be sleeping. Man, I have orals for Spanish on Friday. God bless me. PLEASE.
My hands hecka smell like frosting. Yummy frosting. Keke. Well, this blog is getting pretty boring 'cause I don't know what else to talk about.
Sht, I needa go piss again for like the 3rd time in 2 hours. I swear I have the weakest bladder evvvverrrrrrr.
It's hecka warm today, and it's January, the middle of winter. My gosh be damn, the weather is so moody. It's like PMSing or something 'cause it doesn't know how to be calm and steady. I like the warmth, but for crying out loud, it's higher than 70 degrees in the Bay Area. We're having a dry spell for like two weeks, and according the weather woman on Channel 5, we need rain.
I need to repaint my nails. They're hecka chipping, but I have no time to paint my nails. Oh welllers. Hershey is the sexiest dog ever. He's like an actual BOY! Like I pet him on his head and he like moves my hand to rub his tummy. Makes me follow his pleasure. Haha. Wow, I don't think I can get any more bored. I uploaded My Sassy Girl onto my iPod and I'm so pissed! The audio is like 5 seconds off. Now I needa go find a better version 'cause I think I deleted it. Or...I can always reboot my recycling bin on the computer. That'd work. Smart smart.
Wow, we have like 40 mintues left in this class. Complete Bs. I really have nothing to do. I watched like everything on my iPod except for... Lady and the Tramp. But I'll just watch that another day. I'll study the last 20 minutes of class 'cause I don't wna study now. If I had that tiny little Bible that Pastor Nate gave us over last summer, I would try write a life journal. But no tengo a Bible. I don't think it'd be smart to bring a Bible to a public school. I think thas' plain stupid actually. Haha.
Yeah you know what this is. You granted all my wishes. And damn I'm gon miss it if we fade away. I wonder what Thi and Ryan are doing. I wonder what Asia is doing. She has Spanish righ' now. Either she's still taking her test or she's done and wondering what to do. She could actually be sleeping. Man, I have orals for Spanish on Friday. God bless me. PLEASE.
My hands hecka smell like frosting. Yummy frosting. Keke. Well, this blog is getting pretty boring 'cause I don't know what else to talk about.
Sht, I needa go piss again for like the 3rd time in 2 hours. I swear I have the weakest bladder evvvverrrrrrr.
8.1.09
Roses and Butterflies
Haha! I just saw the most giggling thing. I would say hilarious, but I say that too much. I wonder how it'd be like to live in the olden days and talk properly, dress up every day, wehre those no breathable tie thingys, corsets, thas' what it was. So today I remember to bring my gum, but we had no more water! I dislike Computer Graphic Design. My teacher is a dumbass. Lame and cheap dammit. Update this later.
7.1.09
World Goes 'Round
When one thing turns out like fuck, another rises to the sky. Things gets taken and given constantly.
Sht I needa do:
Damn, I just accidentally deleted a few of my blog posts. Perfection. -_-
Sht I needa do:
- Get a 2009 calendar.
- Rearrange (mostly clean) my room.
- Get some jackkets/sweaters, like f'real man.
- Make my mommy get that converter.
- Write LJ's more frequently.
- Schedule that doctor's app. (as the days pass, the more it become necessary -_-)
- Unprocrastinate my personality.
- Finish off the semester WELL.
- Make some banana pancakes. (Shtttt, I haven't had those in fo'evah)
- Learn the lyrics to Lovesick Mistake.
Damn, I just accidentally deleted a few of my blog posts. Perfection. -_-
6.1.09
Pearberry
smells good. So does Strawberry Daquiri
Ohkay, first off. OMFG, that 'itch needs to find her own way. Not my way. Her own way. Ughhh. Drives me nuts sometimes. Tell her to go bite me. Gawd.
I saw M today. I like come out of math class and Asia's like freaking running towards me to supposedly "warn" me. And like her and Kenny stare at me. I'm like GEEZ. I'm fine. It's not like I'm gna have a panic attack or something. Although they most likely don't believe me, I'm fine. Asia like shoos me away. Bad timing that girl has, I swear. Well, there the person is. I don't see her at first though! Haha. I'm like, O_o. Who's that next to D? And I was like... OH! M! My bad. -_- Haha. &like D gives me this face, like O_o <--that yeah. With the looking back to M then me, then yeah. I liked her jacket. Asia said she had a nice shirt on, but I wasn't really paying attention. I surprise myself. It's been hella long and I'm proud that I've recovered from that pile of a mess I was like what was it? 4 months? 3 months? ago. Cuhhhrazy. Haha.
Wow, she was right...I do have soft skin. Maybe it does run in our family. Interesting. Either that or it's the Aveeno. Ohmygawd, my face is hella clearing up. It's like I'm a little kid eating a chocolate bar for the first time ever! I swear, it's like exactly that feeling. I've been through sht. Haha.
My hands are heckka cold. It's currently 56 degrees. What a shame. I want ice cream, yet it's cold. But f'real. It's coffee and vanilla ice cream! There's coffee and vanilla ice cream waiting in my ice box just to be eaten by my overweight sister! I should eat it. Before I run, right? Smart, yes? But then, if I run. I'ma be hot. Ice cream would be nice. Ahh, I eat in a bit.
I have stuff to do. Update this latterrrr.
Ohkay, first off. OMFG, that 'itch needs to find her own way. Not my way. Her own way. Ughhh. Drives me nuts sometimes. Tell her to go bite me. Gawd.
I saw M today. I like come out of math class and Asia's like freaking running towards me to supposedly "warn" me. And like her and Kenny stare at me. I'm like GEEZ. I'm fine. It's not like I'm gna have a panic attack or something. Although they most likely don't believe me, I'm fine. Asia like shoos me away. Bad timing that girl has, I swear. Well, there the person is. I don't see her at first though! Haha. I'm like, O_o. Who's that next to D? And I was like... OH! M! My bad. -_- Haha. &like D gives me this face, like O_o <--that yeah. With the looking back to M then me, then yeah. I liked her jacket. Asia said she had a nice shirt on, but I wasn't really paying attention. I surprise myself. It's been hella long and I'm proud that I've recovered from that pile of a mess I was like what was it? 4 months? 3 months? ago. Cuhhhrazy. Haha.
Wow, she was right...I do have soft skin. Maybe it does run in our family. Interesting. Either that or it's the Aveeno. Ohmygawd, my face is hella clearing up. It's like I'm a little kid eating a chocolate bar for the first time ever! I swear, it's like exactly that feeling. I've been through sht. Haha.
My hands are heckka cold. It's currently 56 degrees. What a shame. I want ice cream, yet it's cold. But f'real. It's coffee and vanilla ice cream! There's coffee and vanilla ice cream waiting in my ice box just to be eaten by my overweight sister! I should eat it. Before I run, right? Smart, yes? But then, if I run. I'ma be hot. Ice cream would be nice. Ahh, I eat in a bit.
I have stuff to do. Update this latterrrr.
2.1.09
Twadget
is my new best friend. Dude, I had a facebook for over a year, and it has barely been used. I wonder what happened to my Xanga. I'm gna keep up with it this year. I'm actually gna try to get into shape, 'cause where I'm at righ' now is bullshit. Haha. Starting out with a mile every other day and 5 sets of 20 double crunches and 10 pushups. It's low, I know, but it's a start. Then after a couple weeks, step it up. Then probably increase it to every day. Probably not gna do much, but it'll increase my drive for keeping my commitments. Haha. The running is the most important part for me. I haven't done that in a while, and I had no motivation before. Now, idk. No more not eating, that leads to water retention. The more your work out, the more you're supposed to eat blah blah blah. Sweets also increase water retention. My mom was like, are you running? I was like, uhh durrr! She was like no wonder the boooming sounds so loud. I was like. -_- Evil lady.
Well, I finished the Philippines pictures today. Found that missing index that I was looking for last summer for like 30 whole minutes. It's not in specific order and it's a mess, but it's something that I'll have to accept. I spent so many hours on that sht, just tryna make it perfect. I was such a white baby. Haha. Such a fat cutie pie in a fluffy pink dress, man oh man. I love those pictures. One of 'em is on my wall. Keke.
Dude I was like playing the Ds and I hella fell asleep. I kept on waking up just to stare at the clock and fall back asleep. I ended up making myself get up after like 2 hours to go shower and sht. I swear, I got my mom's personality and my sister got my dad's. I of course am stubborn, easily annoyed, and have a not caring personality like my dad. But thas' all the bad stuff. -_- I really wonder who I look like. People are half half. Some say I look like my mom, while the rest say I look like my dad. My sister it's always, "She's a carbon copy of your dad." Rofl. She's like a white version of my daddy, like f'real. If you're ever cold, get a chubby dog. They just like sleep on your lap and they warm you right up. (x
OMFG. Finals are in two weeks. I never understood why they give us finals like a week after school starts from a 2-week Christmas break. I mean, come on! Who the hell is gna remember anything after mushing about their brain for two weeks from eating, television, and laziness. Geez. And I have hella homework and don't wna do it. I haven't had motivation to do homework in months. It's one of those, "Ehh, oh well I have nothing to do later. I'll just do it them" kinda things. And ends up "then" is like at 12 o'clock midnight. Bs. Argh. Hahaha. I know I know, my fault since it's my responsibility blah blah blah.
Late.
Well, I finished the Philippines pictures today. Found that missing index that I was looking for last summer for like 30 whole minutes. It's not in specific order and it's a mess, but it's something that I'll have to accept. I spent so many hours on that sht, just tryna make it perfect. I was such a white baby. Haha. Such a fat cutie pie in a fluffy pink dress, man oh man. I love those pictures. One of 'em is on my wall. Keke.
Dude I was like playing the Ds and I hella fell asleep. I kept on waking up just to stare at the clock and fall back asleep. I ended up making myself get up after like 2 hours to go shower and sht. I swear, I got my mom's personality and my sister got my dad's. I of course am stubborn, easily annoyed, and have a not caring personality like my dad. But thas' all the bad stuff. -_- I really wonder who I look like. People are half half. Some say I look like my mom, while the rest say I look like my dad. My sister it's always, "She's a carbon copy of your dad." Rofl. She's like a white version of my daddy, like f'real. If you're ever cold, get a chubby dog. They just like sleep on your lap and they warm you right up. (x
OMFG. Finals are in two weeks. I never understood why they give us finals like a week after school starts from a 2-week Christmas break. I mean, come on! Who the hell is gna remember anything after mushing about their brain for two weeks from eating, television, and laziness. Geez. And I have hella homework and don't wna do it. I haven't had motivation to do homework in months. It's one of those, "Ehh, oh well I have nothing to do later. I'll just do it them" kinda things. And ends up "then" is like at 12 o'clock midnight. Bs. Argh. Hahaha. I know I know, my fault since it's my responsibility blah blah blah.
Late.
1.1.09
TWODOUBLEZERONINE
Baby, you are so last year.
Checkmark
1. Assisted in changing a life.
2. Made new relationships.
3. Reaccepted Jesus into my heart.
4. Rearranged my room.
5. Finally developed Philippines pictures.
5. Got a new ipod.
6. Got closer to my mom.
7. Renewed my parent's trust.
8. Strengthened relationships.
9. Finally stopped with the every day heavy eyeliner stage.
10. Started good new habits.
11. 4.0
12. Learned more about myself.
13. Spent time with Grandma and Grandpa Camba
14. Learned so much about other people.
15. Had my share of hilarrriouussss times.
Ex
1. Failed at assisting in the change of another life.
2. Lost a few relationships.
3. Rollercoaster Christianity.
4. Messsy room.
5. Broke an ipod.
6. Still far from my dad.
7. Bumpy road in renewal.
8. Weakened a few relationships.
9. Lost my wallet (and everything in it. D:)
10. Started new bad habits.
11. Bad school habits.
12. The fact that I learned more about myself. -_-
13. Too emotional.
14. That fact that I learned more about other people. -_-
15. Had my share of troubled times.
Checkmark
1. Assisted in changing a life.
2. Made new relationships.
3. Reaccepted Jesus into my heart.
4. Rearranged my room.
5. Finally developed Philippines pictures.
5. Got a new ipod.
6. Got closer to my mom.
7. Renewed my parent's trust.
8. Strengthened relationships.
9. Finally stopped with the every day heavy eyeliner stage.
10. Started good new habits.
11. 4.0
12. Learned more about myself.
13. Spent time with Grandma and Grandpa Camba
14. Learned so much about other people.
15. Had my share of hilarrriouussss times.
Ex
1. Failed at assisting in the change of another life.
2. Lost a few relationships.
3. Rollercoaster Christianity.
4. Messsy room.
5. Broke an ipod.
6. Still far from my dad.
7. Bumpy road in renewal.
8. Weakened a few relationships.
9. Lost my wallet (and everything in it. D:)
10. Started new bad habits.
11. Bad school habits.
12. The fact that I learned more about myself. -_-
13. Too emotional.
14. That fact that I learned more about other people. -_-
15. Had my share of troubled times.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
