Strawberry-Orange

Guess what this says.

God is pro-life. I'm pro-life. Are you? :D

Maddison is a unisex name.

When I'm old and in need for botox, but of course wouldn't get it because they're against the pride and joy in getting older, what would I name my child? Hmm, very fascinating question, don't you think? Well, unisex names are quite the gold, or well at least I think so. I love when girls have boyish names, it makes them more appealing than the girls already are, unless of course they're unappealing. If that's the case, then the name does no ups for them.

Maell
Marah
Mena

Masen
Micai

"Smile, it enhances your face value"

My spectacular list of stuff that I desperately need slash want to get to entertain myself during the times of my highly despicably pointless home life.

James Scott Bell
Try Dying
Try Darkness
No Legal Grounds
Robert Whitlow
Deeper Water
Sara Zarr
Sweethearts




Pre-Orders
Sarah Dessen
Along for the Ride
Deb Caletti
The Secret Life of Prince Charming

I shall continue you this as needed.

EFF OHH BEE FOBFOB

OMG! So tell me. Why is it everytime that I find out that Fall Out Boy is touring in San Jose, it's always near my birthday AND AND on a weekday. I mean COME ON HERE. That sucks. & on the same day! THE SAME DAY. Jack's Mannequin and Matt Nathanson are gna be San Fran. Omg. Kill my soul. Sara Bareilles is gna be in San Fran twice in March too. Cute is What We Aim For, Breathe Carolina, and Meg & Dia are gna be at the Fillmore in March too. Anybody wna see Britney Spears? Haha. Womanizer is very addicting my friend. It is. & the Ap tour is gna be at the Regency in April. Ahh, FML.

Spicy Spaghetti, Who Knew?

OJ does not kill. It owns apple juice.

Night time medicine kills. It put me to sleep after like 30 minutes and knocked me out 'til 12 00 noon. Of course, I have to put it mind that I sleept at like 3 00.

Bored outta my mind, update later.

Chocolate Covered Buttery Popcorn

Showstopper.

Don't you just have a huge enmity for those people completely change personality wise, image wise, and any wise you can think of just 'cause of circumstance? It's ridiculous. It's like me moving to Montana and becoming this hard core horse-back riding cowgirl. I'll dislike the city lights and wake up early to work on the ranch. Obviously, thas' all retarded stuff. 'Cause I like the city. I'd appreciate riding a horse once in a while, but come on. I'm not a horse person. I have no hand-eye coordination and sleep is a God-given gift. Now that my point has been made. Goodnight.

How do I not have that one physical person who I can entrust every single problem I have? Who I run to when my mom does something incredibly stupid. Who can help me so that I don't have to rely on myself.

Weed Party

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, -I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! - and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.
I want to know that. It's one of those literature goals for me in life because I'm so darn overachiever.

Honeymoon stage withdrawal: A person will realize that the infatuation/romantic love phase of their relationship is declining/wearing off when a sense of disillusionment sets in. Spouses will become more critical of one another, become easily irritated at things that didn't bother them earlier in their relationship, have less patience with each other, and are indifferent to the wants and feelings of each other. (http://marriage.about.com/od/loveandromance/g/romanticlove.htm).

Haha. I just read the 3 things mistaken for love. Lust. Obsession. Rebound.

Links:
http://teenadvice.about.com/od/factsheetsforteens/a/10thingslove.htm

Teach Me

Nah fool. Just don't. Just don't.

Thas' just not thinking before you say something and not remembering who's gna see it.

Wowzeeeeeahs.

I ultimately have found out that AIM is a waste of my non-precious time.

Soooo, well I should be doing my actividades para Espanol. But, oh well.

It's really cold righ' now and it's making me wna get some hot chocolate which I never finish. I have never willingly in my life finished a hot chocolate/cocoa. I always forcefully push myself to lick up the last few drops.

Ohkay, so I read this story today yeah?
This girl was gold digging, but not like in the bad way. More like for her own good kinda way, yeah? & like the only person she could scam out was this real creep. He's not an asshole, but she got him under her belt, noooo not in that way. Chick's gold digging not whoring. Of course her girls don't got her back. So she doomed with this fool. A few people kept giving her the look and sht. After she thought she was through with him for the meanwhile. Then outta nowhere while she hanging with fools she knows, and there he is. The son of bitch was there, with his creep skills all gna get up on her. Gawd, I didn't wna know the end of the story. I don't even want it to continue.

Get it? Got it? Right.

I hate my newly used markers. I like my tiny ones better. I forgot the names of 'em and I don't wna look for them in my bag. I threw away their special bag thingy. :/ I loved those markers. I left my mini magenta in San Diego. I'm debating whether or not if I used that for the Nesquik bunny. Damn, that sht was pretty crappy looking. I could've done better on that Nesquik bunny. I only remember that 'cause I fell hella asleep. I hear my dad and my Grandma Dolores talkin' bout me and sht so I shove my head into the couch pillow during the water polo Olympics. Keke. Then like 45 minutes later I'm all sweaty and gross and light headed. It's hella cold. I could use a hot shower right about now. I think I'ma gna actually. I'll digos the dogs and get my shower cap on 'caust it's like a freezer in hurrz. Who the heck really uses shower caps now? Unless you have that frizzy crazy hair, thems don't count.

I think sometimes I might just be overly sensitive. I'll keep the sit. to myself 'cause yeah. I say it's fine. Sometimes it is, it really is. At times, I just don't get it you know? Like I get that I'm not the sun. But whatever.

I'll pop one for the knee and a billion more for you.

Never Say Never

I'm completely bored sitting here in Computer Graphic Design with nothing to do because I finished my worksheets early. I apparently have about 5 minutes left of class, which is quite a handful compared to usual sudden ring of the bell every morning.

So this morning I woke up and I kept on slamming my alarm clock 'cause gawd forbid, I wasn't ready to get up just yet. I almost fell back asleep at 7 04 this morning, what a shame. Then I had a burst of realization, I had school.

I didn't really feel like dressing up this morning. Last night I had this whole plan on what I was going to wear 'cause it seemed like the right thing to do since I barely was going to get any sleep and I didn't want to scramble around in the morning. I remembering wearing my daddy's t-shirts to summer school 'cause I mean come on, I have like 3 of 'em. I think my Ateh left hers here or I accidentally took hers. They have a big SAFETY FIRST on the back. Interesante.

I left my lanyard at home. I find that the biggest shame of all. I finish most of my homework, chem I'll copy due to lack of time. But, back to the main topic, MY LANYARD. How do I leave something so precious and dear to my grade at home. I'm not taking that damn Chemistry final. "The hardest test I'll ever take" blah blah blah blah. NO.

Time to go. Late.

Don't let me go, don't let me go

Part of me is so happy 'cause I got the new album for the Fray, but then again








I could use a realllly big pick-me-up right now. Any pick-me-up. It's not my period. It's not my darn teenage raging hormones. I don't know what it is. Ugh.

Dalawang Baboy

Would you date someone right now if they asked?
Depends on who it is, but probably not.

Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?
I didn’t really have a choice.

Is there a meaning behind your myspace song?
Just really love that song.

Ever had the opposite sex over when no one was home?
Yeah.

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Not proud of it.

Do you give out second chances too easily?
I have no idea.

What did you do yesterday?
Yo momma.

Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
Little bit. Thanks for reminding me.

Was it a boy or a girl to text you last?
Bleeehk.

Are you currently waiting on a body piercing or tattoo?
Nah.

Does your phone ring in the middle of the night?
Blahhhhh.

Do you cry in front of your boyfriend/girlfriend?
No tengo un novio.

Where was your default picture taken?
In our pricey wooden gym, which by the way owns others.

Angry at anyone?
Anger is like fat. Should be “consumed” occasionally.

What are you thinking of right now?
Should I wash the dogs now and crash? Or just wait it out…

Who was the last person you told "I love you" to?
F’real. I have no idea.

Is there a difference between a "best friend" and a "friend"?
Who ever thought of deciding that we should have “best friends” was retarded. It created a whole new look on friendships.

Has anybody on your top ever admitted to liking you?
Uhm, no. None of ‘em are like that.

Do you miss anyone?
Yes ma’amers.

Who was the last person of the opposite sex to give you a hug?
I don’t know?

Does the last person you shared a bed/couch with mean anything to you?
I lay by myself.

Can you handle the truth?
Yes I can, probably not well. But, I can handle it.

Do you kiss a lot of people?
I don’t kiss.

Do you think your last ex deserves to die?
Deng, evil thoughts. Thas’ just low.

Your most recent ex says he/she hates you,you say:
Good for you. Uhm, why?

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Depends on what I’m thinking. If it’s something pointless it pretty much just spews out.

Who do you trust the most in your life?
You silly.

Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
I can listen to ‘em.

Who was the last person you yelled at?
My sister. She’s no help.

Do you know anyone who's addicted to any drugs?
F’sho.

Did you have a good day yesterday?
Pretty much.

Do you hate anyone?
I don’t hate. I just don’t appreciate.

Do you have a best friend?
Mhm.

When was the last time you bought something?
I bought a bag of chips yesterday.

Have you ever got naked at a party?
Eww, no.

Does a kiss make you feel better when you're angry?
Nonsense.

is your phone within a meter radius of you?
So is that.

What are you wearing?
Shorts, wife beater, sweatshirt.

What is bothering you right now?
My nose and throat. I think I’m sick.

Who else is in the room with you right now?
I see no one.

What last made you sad?
I couldn’t find my ipod.

Are you wearing socks right now?
Yeup.

How old do you want to be when you have kids?
Mid-twenties to early thirties. I wna relate to ‘em, you know? Not like those, “when I was a kid” parents.

What is your mood?
Saillling.

Who do you want to see today?
Uhm, not really anyone.

Explain your relationship status:
Single. Like the American cheese.

What time did you get up this morning?
7 04

What did you wear today?
Long socks, shorts, v-neck, two jackets

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
Neither.

How many windows are open on your computer?
Cuatro.

What are you doing after this?
Cleaning up the dogs.

Do you like to cuddle?
With my superman pillow.

How tall are you?
5’ 1’’ at least.

Do you like hugs?
They’re nice.

Are you a loud person?
I can be.

Are you wearing under wear right now?
I don’t understand how some people dislike the word panties.

Look to your left, what do you see?
My Bible.

What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
For it to snow.

Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
Sure it matters.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
Probably not a good difference.

Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
Yeup.

Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?
I don’t know.

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
Nahh.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
Yeup. You can do it unknowingly too.

What woke you up this morning?
Babe stepped on my stomach.

Would you go back in time to change something?
Of course I would.

At the moment are you more warm or cold?
Cold.

KB socks are a new revolution.

They're all over the place!

Ohkay, so the miracle work that my handicapped ICY HOT usually does, isn't really happening righ' now. The pain isn't even ceasing. No, not my knee. For once. It's really cold and I think I'm getting really sick. It's the damn weather changes. In winter, I get sick. In spring, I get allergies like no tomorrow. In summer, I get nose bleeds. Fall is bliss, either that or allergies again. I've got no more energy. It's bing wringed out of me. I really would appreciate a nap right now, but I don't have the slightest clue if I have any homework due tomorrow.
2nd-nope
3rd-I think I have to type up my essay. (Do it later.)
4th-nope, but I have a test next Tuesday.
5th-I have a test tomorrow
6th-nope
7th-nope
Interesting. I could actually take a nap right now.

Pledge smells like oranges

I get way more offended than I should be.

Fuh'. I'm looking through someone's pictures and I stumble upon a bigass boner underneath red shorts. Not how I wanted to end today. Damnnnn.

You've really got the nerve

I swear to gawd, one more and I'll snap. There's a line between ohkay and OMFG THAT IS ENOUGH.